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salam
dobare salam man omadam alan saat taghriban 12 hast 12 shab
shabe hamegi bekhir {man mikham harf bezanam}
khob az emeroz migam ta saate 3 madrese bodam badesh saate 3 ke omadam to asansor
yashar o didam khodaie man kash man jaie yashar bodam cheghadr rahatee bikhilyal
so relax khoshbehalesh dasht miyomad bala pishe samen hoselasho nadashtam nemikhastam biyad bala ama omad beharf man ke nist
bad fekr kardam ke bayad bekhabam ama na nemishod mesle hamishe nahar va badesham madar jon bayad zang mizad be madarjon mesle hamishe dir goshiro bar midare mesle hamishe ezterab ama na mesle in ke goshiro bardasht halesh khobee
bazi vaghtha fekr mikonam ei kash manam mesle mamnam bodam ya babam ya hata samen aslan hameie onaie ke doro vare manan khili rahatan pas man be ki raftam nemidonam?
kholase madar jonam ke halesh khob bood telefone badi be bank mamnam am halesh khobee khodaro shokr/
khab fekr konam ye 1 saati khabidam ama saat4 bayad bidar mishodam raftam paien
khodaie man yashar hanoz naraftee eib nadaree man omadam bala neshastam paie chat room yohoo ro baz kardam offlinaro khondam badesham bye
khob dige kam kam bad az zohr shod raftam pishe farzad mesle hamishe tanha bood nemidonam chee shodee ama ehsas mikonam khili tanham ba sadra khodamo sar garm mikonam onam bordam ta saat 9 mondam va badesham ba maman bargashtim khone va bazam to mashin dava shod bekhoda hagh baman motmaenam
sham ke nakhordam halesho nadashtam be ktere babam faghat pisheshon neshastam az makaroni halam be ham mikhoree
babam /az babam begam delam barash khili misozee in roza khili negarane be khatere
daiem ke ghebresee ma darim sharayete sakhtiro tahamol mikonim akha yeki nist bege akhe ali aghaye gool {daie bozorgam} nonet nabod abet nabod kare siyasit chee bood?
inam az shanse man dige ama eib nadaree man nashokri nemikonam
khob man dige beram bekhabam dare saat1 mishee farda saat 6 bayad bidar sham avale mahde kodake sadraa badesham {besat} vai khodaie man ki hosele dare bere ta sadegheiee ta saat 8 shab man ke miterekam chee kar konam?
romam nemishe be maman begam biyad donbalam ba on davaie ke emroz kardam
ama eib nadare ye karsi mikonam khoda bozorgee
dige veraji basee khili harf zadam mano bebakhshin
kam kam vaghte khabee
shab bekhire hamegi
baraie madoaa konid
doaa
doaa
ساره بديعي
پاييز ۸۱


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